fearedheir | IC Inbox for Amani

[That question gets Rufus to frown, even as he follows Squall. He leans against the doorframe.]

Why do you care so much about what I do?

[Squall just sighs as he ties off his pants and then looks at Rufus' annoyed face. Man this guy really sometimes reminds him of Seifer a little, just a little.]

You're frustrating. You clearly need friends and help but yet you seem to be against doing something that could actually help yourself.

[He moves closer to Rufus, entering his personal space, arms crossed over his chest.]

Call it dumb or whatever but I want to help. I see someone who needs help and I just can't stand by and do nothing. You aren't my enemy personally, though I'm still not happy you won't just apologize to Cloud and Aerith. Still, your pretty alone here and that kind of makes me sad. I was alone when I came here as well, saw faces I knew who didn't recognize me and it hurt. I could have closed off, probably should have but for once I didn't and now I have people who genuinely care about me. I'm not saying change yourself entirely or go open up to everyone you meet but just being a little less guarded would help. We are encouraged to be peaceful here, people aren't going to just attack you and risk that. Take it or not but that's my advice.

[and hes leaning in more, grey eyes taking Rufus in for a moment.]

If it helps, think of this place as a second chance. You might find someone who takes your breath away that you would have never found back on your world.

[The difference between Rufus and Seifer is that Rufus has at least a decade if not more life experience than the other, and he's very very good at picking his battles and knowing what to say and what not to say. Even if saying "you're alone here and that kind of makes me sad" was probably not something to say to his face. It feels like pity, and Rufus hates that.

Still, he doesn't look offended or anything. He doesn't even move out of Squall's invasion of his space. Clearly Squall needs this...rant or whatever you'd call it and frankly at least it's out of some sense of concern. He thinks.]

I only arrived a few days ago, Squall. Let's not jump straight to trying to unlearn thirty-odd years or finding someone who "takes my breath away", alright?

[As if that'd ever happen.]

For what it's worth, though, I did in fact speak to Cloud. It wasn't my intention, but when I complimented him on his choice of boyfriend, he wanted to know what we talked about.

[It is out of concern, even if a little misguided]

Alright, alright. I mean I'm not trying to push you to go find someone right away just..I mean...don't push it away either but yeah go at your own pace.

[Hearing he talked to Cloud does actually make him feel better and he actually seems to relax around Rufus a bit more of that.]

You talked to Cloud? Rufus why didn't you say something sooner? [He pauses a minute and cocks his head to the side in confusion.] Wait...complimented his boyfriend? You...complimented me? Why?

["Because I don't have to give you an account of my actions". Honestly.

Rufus shrugs.]

Because you're protective. That's admirable--but I am not going anywhere near Miss Gainsborough unless she or Cloud indicate it would be welcome.

[Look.]

[Well thats the first time he's heard that in awhile really. He's actually kind of surprised and it shows on his face.]

You mean I'm overbearing right? I don't think most like how protective I can be....I try not to but..it kinda goes against my nature not to be.

[He pouts a bit]

I can't fault you for wanting to make sure it's okay to see her so...yeah okay that's fine. I'll stop asking. I am really happy you talked to Cloud though....

[Oh his curiosity may end him one day.]
...What did he say about me?

I think he was touched. He wanted to know what we talked about and to hear what I had to say on it.

Oh, yeah I mean. I don't know what I was expecting him to say honestly outside of that. [Is he a little disappointed? Maybe, he's trying not to let it show though.]

So...sushi right? I promised you food...

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